when 2012 coming..

Yeah..i am gonna use my super broke english talk about when 2012 comes..

Hm…i am officially graduate from UKm and will be start my working life..

Well…this post is not related to the end of the days in 2012 but the starting of my working life..

I have been counting how many hours will be leave when i start working…

1 days = 24 hours

8 hours sleep…………….left 16 hours!

9 hours work……………..left 7hours!

4 hours: 3 meal a day, bath twice a day……left 3 hours!

1 hour miscellaneous……left 2 hours!

OK…this is my free time….

if I am gonna chat in phone for 2 hours, that is the end of my day….But if i want to read newspaper…

I am gonna to give up with the phone call…But if i want to read story books…

I am gonna to give up my newspaper…But if i want to watch movie…..

I am gonna to give up my story books…

OK…u see…that is the time i need to make a choice…

So…I always wonder can i decrease my working time and remain the same amount of salary?

haha…such a funny joke…It wont happen,right?

Well..that is the life when 2012 come and i can foreseen now..

As i am having internship now..haha…

Smoking…..

 

few days ago, i just knew 2 of my friend is a smoker..

kinda shock..

a girl and a boy…

1 smoke in front of me..

1 show me the cigarette box..

Well…i feel super irritate when she smoke in front of me..

the smoke drive me crazy..

she ask me wheather i mind the smoke..

I DO…

but she just say feel sorry and continue the smoke..

Hm….

Another boy have try all the nicotine replacement therapy..

But he fail to overcome the habit..

1stly, i feel surprise…i thought NRT need prescription to buy as my friend just walk in and buy without any prescription…

2ndly, i feel like i can do something on it..

haha…well..i still remember the girl tell me she had smoke 7 years as she feel she is healthy enough although smoke daily…

What should i told her then?

I hope she can just inhale all the toxic smoke into her body and not exhale out to me…

OK..u can say me i am such a bad people..

haha…Well..i just hope i can have longer live

AND do not fall sick due to any unwanted hazard such as second hand smoke..haha..

long time no see

Still got 3days to go n my exam will end.
The end of my 3rd year...is just like kelip kelip my mata then end already..haha

long time didnt blog..why? no why..simply because im lazy..haha..

Each time i see through my friend beautiful blog..i will tell myself i m gonna update my blog frequently and regularly..

but end up in once a month,mayb..or even longer.. haha..
mayb i too get use to type in chinese until i like to put "...." in this post..

Well..each time i blog i have a purpose..some kind of emotion inside..

Yaa..so what is my feeling now..

hm..kinda call PEK CHEK...

why? the reason is simple enough...

My line is slow..cant surf net fast + i cant dld my drama as my little pipi cant compete with my roomate PPS..

I just hope i can get the UNIfi very soon..

So, u try to ask me why i can dowload while others cannot..?

o yeah..simply because my pipi quite considerate..never drag line..
i have do experiment before..believe it ornot..

o ya...juz have my lunch n mr TING tell me my eye blood vessel burst out..
oops...how come ya?

because of too pek chek until give too high pressure to my little eye until it burst.. seem to be..

mr TING ask me to c doctor..

well, i have reject the offer because i dont think c doctor will help my condition..

Hm..probably doc will give me a bottle of normal saline + chloramphenilcol solution..

Since i dont have any medical history or symptom, what is the most appropriate treatment to me?
I WONDER..hm...

Finally I recover without any treatment...haha..

YEAH!!

混乱的一天

自己失控了。。长达九小时。。
敬佩自己的能耐。。
当冷静下来。。。
已筋疲力尽。。。
累了。。。。。。。。。
哈哈。。。。
不懂有多少桶水。。
连我最爱的晚饭都跳过了。。
根本是在折磨自己。。。
哈哈。。。
不懂为什么刚开始时竟然心甘情愿。。
任由人摆布。。
哈哈。。。
现在是要接受后果的时候了。。
疼。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
啊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我要加油哦。。

不知道该怎么形容现在的感觉。。
就是不太好的感觉。。
心情随周围摆动。。。
哈哈。。
我不喜欢这样。。
很奇怪的。。我知道自己发出不好的频率。。
可是还是会继续把它放大。。
佩服自己了。。
哈哈。。看着别人在努力筹备。。
而我还是没有头绪。。
哈哈。。
今天见了一个学长。。
很欣赏他的态度。。
他说：没什么好压力的。。因为该做好的。。一定会做好。。
哈哈。。
我承认我是很容易紧张。。不对。。应该是过于忧虑。。
哈哈。。
不用紧。。丽缘。。要加油哦。。
保持兴奋。。
一切都会顺顺利利的。。
我相信自己～～

发脾气。。。。

很大。。很大。。。
大到。。。。
像火山一样。。。
像撕破喉咙一样。。。
没仪态到。。。
受不了自己。。。
在气泡溢出来前。。。
完全没有预兆。。。
只感觉到汽水在震动。。。
我完全没有能力去阻止。。。
hm...下次。。。
懂了。。
当水瓶开始震动时。。。
我。。
要保持沉默。。。。

二十一。。。

还有一天。。。就二十一咯。。
哈哈。。
做了一件蛮无聊的事。。
就是。。。
特地把自己的生日藏起来。。
明天面子书不会出现。。。
很好奇有人会记得我生日吗。。
可能长大了。。
觉得生日没什么大不了。。
还不是普通的一天。。
有少少希望明天会有惊喜。。
哈哈。。
可是没有我也会很开心。。
感恩。。
自己平平安安长大。。
不愁吃喝。。。
最近买了一本书。。
『the power of now]
买了翻译版。。。
因为自己的英文还真的不怎么样。。。
开始了解更多的自己。。哈哈。。
让我更了解自己的头脑怎样在操作。。。
虽然翻译版有点难明白。。。
可能是译者为了保持原味。。
所以总觉文字念起来总是有点硬硬的。。。
哈哈。。
以前。。觉得自己很迷心理学。。
好想懂更多心态心理的问题。。。
而现在呢。。。
我
想懂自己更多。。。
想跟了解自己。。
就像书所说的一样。。
不要被自己的思维控制。。。
思维是不等于意识。。
『mind is not equal to conscious』